The first thing that goes when my life gets nuts is my blog, so forgive my absence if you noticed one. My mom has been in the hospital, I have several new commitments, and a fresh batch of oh so lovely personal life drama, so it’s been hectic. And horrible. But the days go by and hopefully things will get easier.
It’s so weird being a blogger, at least one who shares their life a bit, because you want to share all of it sometimes. You want to write out all the pain you go through and the bad stuff and get it off of your chest. You want your readers to weigh in and offer advice and support, but it just doesn’t feel right. When things in your life involve other people’s stories and not just your own, it’s a fine a line.
I guess the details don’t matter, so much as knowing that for me, things just aren’t great. This entire year has been pretty much shit, to be honest, but I’m not dumb enough to think that I don’t have a shit ton of other things that I should be very grateful for. And, for those things, I am.
It’s just one of those times. I am keeping my head on, and learning what I am capable of handling.